So, I had stated before how I would like to start posting more, right? Well, this is definitely still true. But it is so hard to find the time! Right now I have a baby on the boob, and the lil man watching a cartoon. Where do all the hours in the day go? It should be a little easier to find some Tania time, but it's next to impossible! You other moms know what I'm talking about! I don't even get to go pee by myself anymore! And showers, oh boy. I have to take them around my husbands schedule, then get nagged at that I am taking too long! I'm sorry, I get no time to myself, so if I shower, I am going to take the time to do my hair after. I may put pj pants back on afterwards, but hey, my hair looks good!
It is amazing how selfless we stay at home moms become. I'm not complaining, not really. I love my kids and love that I am the one taking care of them. I wouldn't want it any other way! But once in awhile you miss things. I mean just little things. Lately I miss naps. Just being able to lie down a little when I am tired, But you can't do that when you have two little ones, Well, you can if both kids nap, but Shane has told me he is a big boy now, and doesn't need naps. So, no naps for mommy either! If only Saige learned to sleep at night!
Another thing I truly miss is having a clear head. I believe this leads back to my lack of sleep. I have become quite fuzzy headed and forgetful. I miss being able to actually think. Half the time I can't even get the kids names straight! This is bad! Maybe I should try to take some ginkgo or something. That's for memory right? I can't remember.
And, oh...reading a book! How I miss thee! I used to read all the time. Now I don't have the time, and by the end of the day I am too fried to actually concentrate on one! And oh, a new Sookie book comes out in May!
See, it's little things I miss! I'm not being materialistic or anything, I mean hell yea I miss all the nice hair products I used to use, but I don't need them. I don't mind having no style, and living in comfy clothes, or never wearing make-up, I am used to having a cookie stain or some other food on my shirt. I am used to having to jump off the toilet mid pee to get soap out of Saige's mouth. But I do look forward to the day when I can once again sleep through the night, hell I'll settle for 5 straight hours. I look forward to being able to think again, and concentrate on a book! AND have a few minutes free to blog!
But in the meantime, I'll just be the mom with the bags under her eyes, who can't think, and has to sneak in a few minutes to post while breastfeeding. I'll also be the mom who gets to spend 24-7 with the two most amazing kids in the world, who make everyday an adventure! No matter what, they are worth it!
Your comment about the ginko for memory, but you can't remember cracked me up. Seriously lol-ing over here. And I finally set up a new google account so I can follow your blog. yay!
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